Just a thought :p

Question: If you were given superpowers, what would that be?


Answer: Time travel or power to turn back time, stop and fast forward it. How I wish, life would have these things, I think life would be lot easier, easier to manage, easier to handle, you can rewind, pause and stop where ever you want to, and can even fast forward things to see the consequences of your actions and decisions.

LESS REGRETS
LESS MISTAKES
LESS COMPLICATIONS
MORE FUN! Ü

Yes! I do have a twin :)

Do you believe in fortune tellers? On what they are predicting about your future? Do you believe in your horoscope and what they are stating about your personality?

Aside from the fact na.. uto-uto ako. :)) And I easily swallow what other people's saying, I also believe in my horoscope and stuffs like these.. To start off, my mom gave birth to me at the month of June, Yes! Imma Gemini person! and they say that Gemini do have split personalities, meaning we have double, dual, binary personalities. And as an 18 year old teenager who's going to be a one year older on this June, I can say that I'm little bit familiar with my self and YES! It's absolutely TRUE. I do have a twin, a twin of my own self. What I noticed about Gemini people? We have one same trait that you can easily distinguish, and that is being cheerful, blithe, hilarious and the like. Ü

Worst is, I can be the most evil person and daughter you would ever know, but who couldn't be? each of us has an evil side, but sometimes, those side can be very loud and blaring that can almost wrap and cover-up your entire personality, and most of the time... people would onyl see you just like that.

Well, it's a nice thing narin that I have these personality, it helps me a lot through many things, I can be very versatile at times, do some multitasking, I have a positive and extrovert signs that makes my life more at peace, I can easily tag along with different kind of people, I can adapt and understand their personalities and be friends with them. By no means, I still wish that I don't have these, not because I'm having a hard time to be at ease with everybody, but I'm just thinking that, if only some people would see the big part of me, I guess they would make me feel more special and love. :3

When you didn't expect things to happen, but it happened

Summer is officially on! It became a habit that every year, Leans are united and because it's summer, Monica and I planned a night swimming where in everyone can join, our real plann is on Ramiland, but because the owner's religion is Sabadista, they are closed every friday night and ended up at Villa Vicencio. Sadly, some of our classmate didn't make it... :(

There are lot of things happened on that night, and I don't want to mention any of those... Well, honestly, I don't know what to feel or what to react. But what is important, those who are involved, without any doubt, patched things up :)


Anyway, after the night swimming, we spent the whole night at Lene and Meng's house. Playing pusoy, drinking Red spot, kwentuhan, the usual routine when we were together. So highschooool :) And really, I miss those best times.


This is an underwater shot with Eros :) Good thing, nagdala si AA ng camera, or else we would just sit in one corner of the pool and make kwentooooss, at least we have something to laugh over :)) Our fucker faces shots. I can say that this is one of the memorable get together we had, besides it's our first time to go on a night swimming and every get together that I had with them, is really one of a kind :*


I can now say, that I'm surrounded by bunch of people who truly love me :)

I'll make kwento ;))

Ang conyo ng title ng blog ko, pero wag nalang pansinin. Wala na akong maisip na title eh.

1 more month and hello senior days na, and 1 more year Hello real world na. When I reached the tertiary level of my College days, the first thing I looked forward was those sleepless night and back breaking challenges that would bob up along our way, although there's this feeling of excitement for my on job trainee, I set it aside first and didn't mind it, well because I thought of it's too early for me to fix it, beside none of my classmate tried to do, so I was.

As days, weeks and months passed... I used to wonder how does it feels when I'm not a student anymore who goes to class just to see her friends, who wakes up in the morning just to get her baon to her lola, who wants to seat on her classroom chair because her crush would sit beside her, that her favorite subject is Break and dismissal time, that all the while her classmates thought she's listening to discussion but she's just day dreaming and waiting for the bell to ring.

Well, to cut the story short... when I started my internship, it makes me realize all of this stuffs from waking up early up to crashing down to your bed as early as what you used to. In school, it's okay for you to drop in late and go home anytime you want, but in real world, you should be professional, granting you woke up late, or even stuck on heavy traffic is not an excuse.

After my first day, parang aayaw na ako. hahahaha! as in ayoko na pumasok kinabukasan.. But the thing is, eventhough I'm tired and I've felt like I don't want to do it anymore, there's this feeling of looking forward to the next day and the rest of the weeks. 4 days palang ako and I have learned a lot, from transcribing the interviews all the way to setting ups the light, video camera and the like, for having deeeeeep and lannnky patience, for smiling though your hella tried and most especially I grasp the feeling of having a meeting with your boss. HAHAHA! It's a mixed emotions, nakakatuwa, nakakaba, nakakatae. hahaha :))

Anyway, I have met different types of people and makes me feel amaze how much dedication they are giving on their work. How much struggle you need to do for a successful production and events. In short, magiging OC ka. :)

BTW, I work on UBE MEDIA under the Lina group of companies, in case you didn't know that, try this www.ubemedia.com or www.lina-group.com (not sure with this one :p) They have 21 companies like Dos 1, Air21, FedEX, Lina farm, etc. and they are handling the Air21 basketball team. Ohh, How lucky I am, I've got the chance to see and interview the whole basketball team of Air21 and some Ginebra players :) They have also a program on solar sport entitled around the golf, and little by little I'm absorbing some knowledge about that sport and guess what? 1MILLION yung prize nila pag nanalo sila, kaya sino ang nagsabing MAHIRAP ANG PILIPINAS?!

Enough of that, I feel tired, as in very tired na parang feeling ko, papayat na ako (Yun naman ang gusto ko. ÜÜÜ) And kanina, I don't want to jump out of my bed, gusto ko nang i-glue nila ako sa kama ko. Ganon ako ka-O.A, imaginin niyo nalang :)

And I'm excited on Monday, we are going to Batangas to shoot for ADLF CUP :) Excited to drive the golf cart, Yey! :) Watch it on Solar Sport at 2pm I guess, and on Tuesday, we are organizing the recognizition day of Lina Company at LaSalle Greenhills, and on Friday is the main Event, the big birthday of Mr. Bert Lina :)


So, there... Hey, You know what's the torturing part of work?? :) The battle begins by WAKING UP EARLY..............................................EVERYDAY. :))

Ceremony of Goodbye

Often closure is difficult to find because a person wasn’t given a proper chance to say goodbye or have a say in the ending of the relationship. It is usually much easier for the person breaking up to move on because they came to terms with the decision before even letting you know about it. But unfortunately, this closure doesn’t happen to a friend of mine. Okay! I need to share this painful thing. So here it goes.. My friend has a boyfriend for more than two years. Two years and counting, two years of loving. My friend found out, her boyfriend cheated on her. Their relationship wasn’t perfect, it’s like a roller coaster ride where couples NORMALLY experience, they aren’t a good couple, but you will feel and see the love that keeps them burning. Honestly, I expect more to my friend that she might fall for another guy, or she might be the cause of they’re break up. Yes! I was wrong. I’m sad. I’m down. I’m upset. I wasn’t expecting this thing. I really don’t. Well, I just realized that gaano man kabait ang lalaki, hindi parin sila makukuntento sa ISA. They will always look for another woman. And that’s a fact. Lucky for some who’s BF/Husband is faithful and loyal person. I can feel the pain of my friend though we always disagree on some things and hate her for being stubborn and the like. While sharing this.. I’m teary eyed. T.T

To my Friend: The time after the break up isn’t easy. You will go to different levels where there would be hard, very hard, tough, very tough day. It can be very miserable for everyone, feelings are trampled on.. Emotions are running wild and harmful acts are very often, you have to be strong. Very Very strong should I say. In love, the period of love loss and love pain doesn’t have to extend on to an eternity of WHAT IF’S. Sometimes letting it loose is a quick and self healing way to recover from the incidents of loss and pain. Always remember that God has its own plan of making things better. Just cling to him, he’s always ready to help. I’m here. We are here for you. Okay =) Cheer Up!

Friends in mind? Or Friends in heart?

All of us need friends.. But what are your reason why you need a friend? Is it because you need your friends to share to you what they have? Is it because you need someone who will accompany you anytime and everywhere? Or you need friends for you to gain more popularity? Or for you to be always treated? Well.. If that’s the case.. You aren’t need a friend. You are such a self-centered person and doesn’t care what others would feel.. As long as your Okay and Happy. You assume, your self is a lot more perfect than others, where in fact you have the most evil attitude among them.

True Friends doesn’t need to complain each other little IMPERFECTIONS or FAILURE. True Friends are the one who should accept who you are and what you are. True Friends are those people who will hate you and will love you at the same time. True Friends will say into your face your mistakes. True Friends don’t compete with each other, instead support one another. True Friends listen always to your problems and always ready to give you a shoulder to cry on and to laugh on. Especially, TRUE FRIENDS DON’T BACK STAB.

I don’t matter If I have few friends.. As long as they are TRUE People. I don’t need a huge group of friends, and half of them are back stabber, narrow minded and untrusted person.. What I need is only top 5 Friends who will be there in times of someone needs, who will be your savior whenever the whole world walks out, who will held your hand whenever you feel your lonely, who will hug and praise you, who will boosts your self confidence, who will never get tired believing in you.. and especially appreciate and accept you for WHO YOU ARE and for who YOU ARE NOT.

See the Difference? :)

Joe D Mango's Personal Love Note ♥♥♥

Three fridays ago, our guru on relationships, Joe d mango, read a letter to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the past 11 years, he had been giving advice to people who would write him letters about their personal problems. To the surprise of his listeners that friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters, he read one that he had written himself to his wife Bing.

Joe felt that he had to tell his listeners that even someone like him could go through a marital crisis, but that he survived it.

Here’s how his letter goes.
In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a close circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was just “you and me,” day in and day out. We were literally sleeping beside each other for 11 years. It came to point that there was nothing more interesting to talk about. I was aware I was doing that but I never did anything about it. We were so close yet it seemed like we were so distant. Then came her new circle of friends.

They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had four daughters and the guy had four kids of his own. They exchanged phone numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me. a big part of it was insecurity and other part was that she once denied that she was texting the guy.

I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy asked her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension between us. I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt that I was going through the same pain again. I have seen so many stories like this. If you told me the first part of the story I would already know where it would lead to.

Bing accused me of being a “know-it-all” person. But deep in my heart I knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married girl unless it was for business or professional reasons? Finally, even if it was against my will, I drove her to the meeting place.

While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but knew it wasn’t proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their meeting went.

When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the other details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn’t prepared to accept her answers. I told her that it would be best if that was their last meeting. She got mad and told me that I was starting to
control her life.

The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the words, “lose you” in the trash can at home. I started picking up the pieces of paper and putting them together. She had written: “Felt sad because I felt that this will be our last meeting.” “Wanted to hug you…” Before I could figure out what the third one was, Bing was already at my back. She wanted to get the torn pieces of paper back. She said it was private property. We decided to talk.

By then, I was able to figure out the third line: “Not sure if afraid to lose you.” She had crossed it out and beside it, she had written, “Wanted to cry.”

That was what hit me. How could you lose something that’s not even with you yet? That was a confirmation that she was getting emotionally attached to the guy. We fought because she didn’t want to admit it. She said that what she had written was all about friendship and not about love. For the first time in our marriage she asked for freedom from me. For 11 years we were always together, and now this.

She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I didn’t want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that she could do anything she wanted and not worry about how I would feel. In fact, I told her that I was planning to leave her and kids for a while so we could give each other the chance to be alone. We decided to give the new arrangement a try.

The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I never answered back. When I didn’t respond, she called me. She said, “I’m sorry. I love you and I miss you.” For the first time in our mariage I said, “I love you and I miss you too” with tears in my eyes.

I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted her freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My boss advised me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me to go on leave. After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the first time in my life that I asked for advice about our relationship.

While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white roses arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on my cellphone came, “I know that no material things can ease the pain that you’re feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and sincere intentions.

I’m really sorry. Please forgive me.”

Still, a question continued to bug me: “I’m giving you the freedom. Will you choose to stay or go on?” I read the card, and it had the answer to my question: “Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a very big mistake in choosing a newfound friendship at the expense of our long-time friendship. Please forgive me. I will always love you.”

Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the friendship. He said that they could just text or call each other.Bing said that there was no need.

We had dinner and talked up to 1 am. It was like getting married all over again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want to go through the same pain again.

Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes that I couldn’t do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at the station at 9am, I composed a letter to Bing. I was asking myself, should I read this or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is not unusual to hear people say “I love you because…,” but this story has shown us that the deeper and greater love is having to say “I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF…”

What hurts most?

..when you can’t fight for that one thing that would make you happy..

..I may never be the guy you look forward to seeing every day… but I will always be the guy who will look out for you each and every day..

Sad Girl: “don’t make me feel that i’m just a selfish jerk just because I made you cry”!

Sad Guy: “then don’t make me feel like I did nothing for you when I almost died crying just to see you smile…”

Men are haunted by the vastness of eternity. And some ask ourselves: Will our actions echo across the centuries?

Will strangers hear our names long after we are gone, and wonder who we were, how bravely we fought, how fiercely we loved?

Love isn’t when you can’t sleep… it’s when you want to keep your eyes open…

Love isn’t when you keep holding on… it’s when you learn to let go…

Love isn’t when you kill yourself with jealousy… it’s when you understand…

Love isn’t when you fall for someone… it’s when you catch that person when she falls…

Love isn’t when you see her everywhere… it’s when you close your eyes and she is still there…

Love isn’t when you tell her what you feel… it’s when you give everything for her sake…

And Love isn’t when you think you were blind… it’s when you know she was wrong but you didn’t mind!

My Life's high ÜÜÜ

• Laughing hysterically *LITERAL* *Evil Laugh* Mwahahaha!!
• Dance like no ONE is watching
• Singing into Shower room where echoes are echoes.
• Getting a 5pesos coin into streets
• Smile while day dreaming (Meaning I imagined a cute sweet scenarioÜ)
• Feeling of missing someone even after you saw him. Ü
• Holidays. Lots of sweets and foods XD
• Forcing my self on a diet (Tho I cannot :D) Boo!
• Believe that my Santa Clause would still give me a present
• Surprise, Surprise, Surprise (more appreciate it in front of the crowd. Feeling a Queen and has a long hair like Rapunzel. You can get me by that. Swear!)
• Jump up high because I get what I really wanted.
• Lights are close, lying on bed.. Turn on my I-pod and feel the melody of the music i’ve listening to.
• Emo songs are for nights ONLY. Can think everything under the sun.
• Laying on the grass staring at the starry sky. Ü
• FIREWORKS. I Love Fireworks!
• Giving presents
• Shop, Shop
• Knowing someone misses me =) =) =)
• SERENADE. *hush hush*
• Receiving Compliments. :D I will love you forever :D
• Having a butterfly in my stomach thinking about someone who I adore so much *wink*
• Nice Smell. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm (:
• Been asked on a date. *smootchiee*
• Eating ice cream during summer
• Do things I thought I cannot XD
• Knowing that someone who I always think about, thinks of me too*BLUSH*
• Staring at my crush and he would stare at me too *BLUSH* *BLUSH*
• Singing on Videoke and get a HIGH SCORE. yipeee!
• Wearing a stiletto tho it hurts like hell. (Feeling a lady, vow!)
• Finding money on my jeans or short that I didn’t wear for a long time Ü
• Passing my Final Exam! Yey!
• Waking up knowing that I can still sleep for more hours
• Spending quality time with my buddies
• Spotted a 100-150 peso cute tee shirt
• Accidentally hear that someone says nice about me ^_________^
• Happy meals filled me UP! UP! UP!
• Dreamed about that person. weeee :)
• Receiving a call from someone I haven’t talk or seen in years
• Laughing about my self and seeing friends laughing too :D
• Found a Hello kitty stuff!!!!
• Scary movies turned out to be comedy :)))
• My pet having puppies.
  
• Wish on a shooting star Ü
• Getting a text message to that person. (:
• Falling INLOVE ♥

These are some of my life’s high. I cannot think anymore as of this moment. Ü

Memories never last

ST LEO THE GREAT, We Come Together
T'was hard to be in a star section, were in everyone is expecting that you can have good grades. First day of the school year, my friends and I are very nervous. Nervous not because of new classmates.. but we are nervous because of the pressure. We thought that in our section, break time is library time. Dismissal time is study time. All of the top ten are in our class. We should be responsible all the time cause if we not, we are indolent, irresponsible Etc. Without knowing that what we think as similar to what they feel. There's no dull moments with them. I can be what I am without having a fear of criticizing my mistakes. They boost my self esteem and I thank them for that. We support each other and willing to help each and everyone. We have loads of memories to treasure. If I were given a chance to go back to my high school life, definitely I will change all of the bad things that had happened and really enjoy each and every day of my high school life. As what they day, High school is the BEST.Ü

(Left-right) Elspeth, Faye, Carla Ü Twas like reunion. Last summer we had a swimming party at paradise Bulacan. Stolen shot of Andreo. ahaha. See my tummy? SOOO BIG. :)) Half of our classmates joined. ahaha. The wave pool was so great. ahaha i love it. Such a WOW! :)) I hope this summer we can have a swimming party again. ")

At Sitio Lucia. My very own St Leo's Summer Swimming party. Ü Happy Day for all of us. I will never never forget this event.

After our Graduation Rights.:((( See you around friends :((

Sisterr Faye, Carla, & Bez Bryan. We are waiting for Mr. Marquicias. Ü He's so tagal. Peek-a-boo moments. hehe :)) Miss you guys. :((

My Kada's :)

During Eric Santos' Alumni Homecoming. FYI: Eric Santos is an alumni of our Alma Matter :) Anyway.. We performed our Cheer Dance as a welcome number for him. We shoot some memorabilia's of Eric as an high school students in our school. Re-enactment. t'was showed on Studio 23, Alumni Home Coming.Ü

Graduation Ball together with Friendships Andreo and AudskyÜ

Such a good night. Ü Love it. t'was after our graduation day. The last day of our highschool days :((

My Love, Mr Marquicias. Ü
Stolen Shot made by Janna. We are riding in our shuttle going back to our dearest school. I forgot where we came from. He's very exhausted. haha :)) First quarter of school year.. We think that he was terror. He was our teacher in Economics. We are in a star section that time.. And all of us got 80 below grades in ECO. ahaha :)) But after that, we get high grades. He stood as our advicer even though he's not. He said to me before in our class... "Sa lahat ng nandito.. ikaw ang mamimiss ko" ahahaÜ He's one of the best Ü I miss you Mr. Marqi. Ü

Last Day of Retreat. St Leo the Great & St. Albert the Great together with our advicers Ü

Retreat at St Scho Tagaytay. T'was 12 am something in the morning? Our last night :( This is were all of the problems between our classmates are CLOSED. All things are patched up. One of the BEST experience in highschool days. Because of this, i guess we learned from our mistakes. Retreat is the crying & realization moments for us. :) We are so pasaway, supposedly, only 2 girls in one room. All girls are in third floor, and all boys are in 1st & 2nd floor. But... ahaha ")) Some of us transfer room. :)) Boys and girls slept in one room. HahaÜ 6:00am was the call time to go to the church and have breakfast but for some reasons, we are always lateÜ Imma always with, Faye, Edgar, Fhed, Mark, Bryan and Nyl. Ü

Junior Days. We won. :) We are the CHAMPION. Ü Find me. *Payat pa ako nyan.* After the Competition in our school, We joined a cheer dance of competition in University of the East. We won 3rd place, but that's okay.Ü I miss our practice days :(( Those days are really memorable for us. :(( The bonding was so great. Ü T'was a nice experience. <3 you guys :)

You know if you are in st. Leo the great class if:

*You are imitating your teacher in English saying.. "When my father died.. I was in Merville" matching American-british-Malaysian-Wateveer accent :))

*You are saying "Good morning Mam!" (Mam is pronouced as Meeeymmmm") - Mariz Vinta knows it. She knows how I pronounce it. :))

*You are having a conversation with your seatmates and telling BARBERO's stories and after a while.. You see your teacher crying and she's like sinasapian because she's telling that.. "Ayan.. may nararamdaman ako na andito" --kaloka!Ü

*During class hours, because of you are addicted with card games.. Instead of listening to your teacher.. You are playing Pusoy, Pusoy Dos, Poker, In between, Unggoy-Ungguyan, 8 wishes, Marlon's games. Name it! We know it. :)

*Recess time is our Lunch time :)

*Lunch time is our Rest time. :)

*Break time are Joke time. A group of people are telling Corny Jokes. Ü Good Past time. Swear! :) FYI: I'm one of them :P

*Algebra with Mr. Pacaldo is love. <3

*If you are late with Ms. Martinez of Filipino.. Tsssk. You are pitiful. You only have 2 choices, either.. Have the guts to stay outside while the principal is walking around or NOT to go to school and take a deep rest. Ü

*Flag Ceremony Time is necessary. If you arrived beyond 7:00am, the guard will lock the gate and make your own ceremony outside the campus.

*Singing of Lupang Hinirang and reciting of Panatang Makabayan is a MUST. Our class should have a loud voice of singing. haha.

*Don't mind our advicer. :)) Waste of time. ahahahha :))

*You and your classmates impersonate your teachers.

*There's no Flag Ceremony if Jose Marie is not around.Ü **Miss you JM :)

*Guidance is your favorite tambayan.

*Your teacher in P.E is slightly cracked. :D

*During Intrams, you always participate in any activity even though, you are not good on it. -Just to waste time and have incentives :D

*Assignment is like Microsoft word, Copy Paste :)

*When the bell rungs.. "Bitin!" :)) Because you are in other class and telling stories. :D

*You are only doing your projects the night before the submission.

*You cram a lot when someone doing a paper works were you and your friends are doing nothing.

*English time is Eating/Sleeping Time. :) **white sto. Nino :D

*You are always happy when there's a program that will hit your most hate subject.

*You always hang out in McDonald's cause that's the only near fast food chain.

*Practice time is not needed. You only go to someone house because of the food to be serve. ahaha :)) In short.. PG :)

*Pancit Canton is easiest food to cook. :)

*You always borrow calculator, lab gown from other class because you are so lazy to bring your own.

*Pork chop and C2 red in canteen are very much mabili. :)

*You study the lesson on the spot before the quiz.

*Aerol is the very gentle Bumbay of all.. ahaha :D *Am I being too falsehood? haha. Aerol is love :)

*Your Seatmate is your CHEATMATE.Ü

*Before final exams, you are always cramming for the notes of your classmate because you do not have one.

*You know kuya Estong of School supplies because of the Xerox station. Where all the lecture of all subjects are being photocopied.

*You never use your library card and you never borrow books.

*You know all your batch mates and make friends with them.

*You are wasting your lunch break goofing around the campus.

*You always repeat what your teacher ask you to do so. Like "Class.. get 1/4 sheet of paper" You:"Mam! 1/4 po?" haha!

*You always have this presentiment feeling about what will happen when giving grades in physics. :D

*You, together with your classmates asked nonsense questions just to waste time. :D

*You've made codigo's (A, B, C, D) during quarterly exam and place it in your pocket so that when there's a multiple choice and you are so lazy to think.. You will just get your codigo in your pocket and write in your test paper what ever letters came out.

*You texted everyday in your class.

*Ate fe is U. As in Uto uto. ahaha :))

*You hated Ms/Mr. Discipline officer for inspecting and cutting your long hair. (for the Boys)

*You always kept your cellphone to the deepest secret of the room or in your Underwear just to save it aahahahha:))

*When it rains hard, you screamed a lot and says that classes is suspended! :))

*Your favorite activities in school is intrams. Because no class for 1 week :D

*A snack of a classmate is a snack of everyone! :))

*When you failed.. You always say that you'll do better next time. *Only a statement :D

*You passed something without doing anything at all.

*You finish your test especially in Music not more than 5 minutes :))

*Bro. Max is like ate Fe. :))

*You've always seen stories of people in C.R fighting. :D

*Reporting especially during CL Time is boring.

*When your crush is around you are always good. :))

*After Lunch break, Your smell.. is Duh :p

*Only 10 people in a class are listening to your teacher in English while the rest has their own different business..

*Your motto... "Come what May"

*You play jack stone when you are bum.

*Write anything in your notebook. From the name of your crush with different design, your favorite cartoon character up to the face of your teacher :)

*Hundreds of sermon isn't enough to change.

*The back of the classroom is your favorite part while in front is the most hated part. :))

*One of your classmate attempt to have suicide and YOU (actually, it's me) who freak out, telling.. "shit! dugo!" :)) --- Okay. What ever! takot ako sa dugo. errrrr

*Games of the General is most love by Me :))

*Chess is most hated by Me :D

How to Handle Break ups by Jenny Manuel

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.



I just wanna share this interesting article that I read.. About the guys we like.. *Wink

“Whoever said there were plenty of fish in the sea
was lying. Sometimes, there’s only one fish.”
-Ally Mc Beal

I realized that if a guy wants to be with you, he will let you know.
You won’t have to send him a text message by mistake or “suddenly”
Show up at his fave gimmick place or plan a “chance” encounter.
If he was really into you, he’d take every possible chance to see you.
Moral of the story? Stop analyzing or agonizing over his so-called moves.
If he’s not asking you out, chances are, he doesn’t see you as girlfriend material.

Normally, guys would choose to walk on a tightrope than tell you they don’t like
you. But this is what you have to do. Yes, you may give yourself time to mope
but do not EVER think that something is wrong with you. When a guy you’ve
spent an awful time a lot of time flirting or bonding with suddenly disappears,
all your insecurities seem magnified. Your hips get bigger, your zits multiply or
your hair become frizzier. Don’t let it get you. No, you don’t have to change
anything. You get along well with guys and friendship is never a bad thing.
It’s just that you’re not his type. The truth is always hard to swallow.
Don’t feel bad. You are wonderful in your own way. Move on and find the guy
who will see that even on your I-feel-ugly days.

Okay, I know what you’re thinking. What if he’s just busy? Or what if he’s
just not ready for a relationship? Or he’s just torpe? Stop making excuses. Stop thinking
of all kinds of reasons why he hasn’t called, texted or asked you out. One of my guy
friends once told me, if he really liked you, he should have done something by now.
he would have contacted you even if he was “busy.” And even if he’s “chicken,”
he would get up the guts to court you if he was really crushing hard. Don’t give
meaning to every little thing he does. But if you get confused and are not sure
whether or not there is something going on, talk to your other, more trusted
guy friends. Your girl friends will more often than not tell you what you want to
hear or tell you “do whatever makes you happy.” Your guy friends will tell you
the truth. The honest to goodness truth. Sometimes, that is all you need to hear to
open your eyes to what is really happening.

I’ve always been the unbelievably optimistic girl. I secretly wished that this guy I
like would finally call or ask me out. Bring me flowers and all that mushy stuff.
Maybe I should give him some time. Whatever. The only thing I should be doing
is to stop wasting my time on him. Really, spend more time with friends. He may
not be that into you, but that doesn’t mean that you’re not good enough to become
someone else’s girlfriend. Just think about it, if you compute the time you waste
waiting by the phone or daydreaming about the guy you’re crushing on, how many
hours would you have spent? Stay hopeful, but move on. If he’ll really be into you,
then that time will come. But don’t put your life on hold and wait for it.

Yes, it’s hard. Even I haven’t gotten over this guy I like. But we have to start somewhere.
You will never move on if you don’t face the fact that Mr. Right isn’t your Mr. Right.
And please, don’t think that it’s the end of the world or you’re stuck there.
Instead of agonizing that you’re not his type, be assured that someone else out there
Will think you’re fabulous-and that’s what you deserve.

Source: Janis Ian C. Gopez’s article: “Always the Best friend”



HELPFUL TIPS From the book of "How to Handle Break ups" by Jenny Manuel :)

1. CRY. The greatest human fear is abandonment. When someone you love leaves you; even if it was for the best you deserve a grieving process in order to move on. Any type of change positive or negative tends to involve some type of melancholy. So give yourself a week.... and only a week to let it out.

2. Allow yourself time to grieve. If you don't let yourself wallow in self-pity for a while and mourn the good times lost, your heart may harden to future relationships and love.

3. DECIDE. As you ease into your second week make a DECISION to get yourself together. Note that word folks...a decision. Making this decision may require a constant distraction so you resist the urge to call your ex...which WILL put your right back in step 1...the grieving process. So gather your druthers and make the decision that in lieu of your ex coming back on hands and knees with a winning lottery ticket in tow you want to move forward.

4. ACCEPT. The drama of the breakup will soon be done and you'll have to regain a more stable lifestyle. Once you've accepted the fact that your relationship is over you'll feel more open to truly moving on. At this point you may decide to start dating...or continue on in another passion such as work or a hobby.

5. Look your best. No matter how difficult it feels to do so. You already feel awful, looking frumpy (or dumpy) is only going to make you feel worse. Do not opt for the sweatpants and dirty or oversized t-shirt. Do not go without your make-up and do not decide to go off your diet. Deal with the stress by exercising. Deal with the stress by buying a FEW new pieces of clothing. Get a make over. Get your nails done. Get a massage. Spoil yourself a little because you deserve it. Whatever you do, don't allow yourself to look like crap because if you do, you will feel like crap too.

6. Make plans with old friends. Whether your relationship lasted for 10 days, 10 months or 10 years, you probably spent much of your time with your partner and not enough time with your friends. Now is the best time to catch up with them. You should book your calendar (especially for Friday and Saturday days and nights) with get togethers with friends so that you are not sitting around by yourself sulking over the relationship. Don't get me wrong, reflection and alone time is great and important and you should allow for that and not over-book your calendar, but you definitely want to surround yourself with those that know and love you and can take your mind off the relationship and provide good friend therapy.

7. Vent when the need arises. Good friends will let you take out the photo album (again) and cry (again) and rant (again) - and they'll still love you.

8. Don't engage in any irrational behavior: 1) No new haircuts; 2) No binge spending (no, you don't need those shoes, that huge piece of exercise equipment or that car); 3) No binge eating; 4) No phone calls to the ex; 5) No phone calls to the ex ex; 6) No drive by's of the ex's apartment; 7) Don't plan any "accidental" run-ins with the ex, or Do not go out every night and get trashed and run into his or her friends. This is YOUR time. Make the most of it.

9. Read those books that everyone recommends to you, browse the bookstore and pick one up; 5) Get coffee at a new coffee shop, you've driven by it before, now is the perfect time to stop in and check out the vibe; 6) Find a new wine bar and sit at the bar and drink wine and read your new book or write in your journal; 7) Go to a park, write in your journal and/or people watch. There are millions of other people out there, and seeing new faces will remind you that there are other fish in the sea.

10. Realize that this sadness will pass.

11. Picture the day when you are completely over them. Move on after a breakup by using the power of your brain to speed the process. It is like picturing the perfect golf swing, picture it and it will come.

12. Get into some sort of routine. Whether its taking a walk every day or going out to dinner with a friend once a week, make sure to set up something you can look forward to every week to get you out of the funk. 13. Remind yourself that you have bigger and better things coming your way. This person was an important part of your life, but you need to move forward and recognize that they just might not be the one for you.

My Overall Tips and Warnings. . . . . . . . .

· If he or she calls, don't play games--answer the phone. Just say that you are not ready to talk.

· Don't bore your friends with relationship talk 24/7. You can talk about the relationship, but you are a smart person and have other things to talk about.

· Write in your journal so that you can remember these sad and confusing feelings. Write down the good and bad about the relationship and your oldest memories of your time together. It will be cathartic. Write down the 10 best things about him/her and the 10 worst things. You will be surprised about many things probably annoyed you!

· Do NOT share negative or private things about your ex with other people just because you are hurt right now. You should focus on the positive and be fortunate that you shared time together and be fortunate that you are moving on and growing from the experience. · Remember that spending time alone is healthy and it doesn't mean that you miss him/her just because you are bored.

· Being sad after a break up is normal and the pain will go away.

· If you feel the urge to call your ex, write in your journal or call your friends instead.

· Keep in mind that clean breaks are generally better than those mini-breaks or sort-of breakups that are a bit easier to deal with at the time. Upon breaking up, attempt to resolve lingering issues, then take some time away from each other, even if you intend to remain friends.

· Never sleep with an ex unless you like to torture yourself.

· While you're upset, don't do anything you'll regret later. The transition back into single life is a highly vulnerable time. Get support from your friends.

· Don't drink and dial. Have a friend guard your phone if you do go out drinking.

· Don't drink by yourself. You'll only become more sad and depressed.

· Relish in the fact that you are on your own. Independence is a blessing; having your whole life ahead of you and no one to answer to is liberating and shouldn't be looked down upon.

· If you do drink and dial, you may end up at square one.

· Don't jump into another relationship. Rebounds help no one - someone always ends up getting hurt and you never get over your ex completely.


& the sooner you that its never gonna go back to the way it was.....
The sooner you can move on. :)

One More Chance

One more chance is so AMAZING! I mean, I'm one of the fan of these two and they just made me love them even more. I'd never seen Bea and John Lloyd as this good. I watched all their movie, from Now that I have you up to this One More Chance and I can say this is really the BEST movie I have ever watched. I agree with the general public always utter that their tandem has an undeniable chemistry and are pretty natural actors. John Lloyd is indeed a great Actor. Bea able to became the character she play.

Without a doubt, it was Popoy's (Name of JLC) bitter line and superb dialogue "You had me at my best; she loved me at my worst and you chose to break my heart" that resonated with all those who has ever had their heart broken. He delivered it VERY WELL. JLC has a lot of statements that remarks to the audiences like.. "Hindi ko kailangan yun, Ikaw ang kailangan ko.." This is were basha asked to have a room to grow because ever since when they are together they are insperable...


"Malaki lang ang katawan mo pero hindi mo ako kayang pataubin.. Basha naman! alam mo ba ang 3 months rule? 3months bago ka ulit magkaboyfriend!"... after a while he says...

"Mahal na mahal kita.. at ang sakit sakit na" This is the time were they met again after the painful broke up in their thursday reunion and he saw Derek Ramsey who played the role of Marc, an officemate of Basha who he thinks the new Boyfriend of Basha. But the scenario that really made me cry is were Janus Del Prado was in the hospital who attempt to have suicide because her fiance broke up with him. Popoy's sentimental line that he give advice to his friend..

"Nalalala mo pa ba nung ako ang andyan? Diba sabi mo pa nga sa akin.. na kaya tayo iniiwan ng taong mahal natin dahil mayroon bagong darating na mas maganda na mas magmamahal sa atin tulad ng pagmamahal natin sa kanila.. Yung taong mamahalin tayo ng totoo, Yung taong hindi tayo iiwan....." I can relate to this because,yeah We had a story before that was quite the same with Popoy-Basha love story. ahaha! :))

By the Way..

Bea Alonzo has a remarkable statement too.. Were in She wants to broke up with Popoy, here it goes.. "What if hindi na ako masaya sa ginagawa ko? What if kaya ko lang naman pinagpatuloy to dahil sayo? Paano ko magagawa ang lahat ng gusto ko kung lahat na lang nakaplano? Gusto ko ng space. Hindi naman lahat ikaw ang magsosolusyon. Gusto ko rin naman na ako. Alam mo yun na kung walang Popoy, walang Basha Nakakasakal na.. Nakakasawa na".

Basha's compassion but classic line... "Alam mo ba kung ano ang problema? Ako ang problema dahil hanggang ngayon mahal parin kita.. Dahil nasasaktan ako pero hindi naman na dapat.. Ako naman ang humingi nito diba? Ako naman ang may gusto nito.. Gusto ko lang naman na ako na lang... Ako na lang ulit..."

After the Painful Break up, Popoy learns to pick up the pieces and discovers a life that he can call his own. But Basha's journey became more difficult especially when he sees that Popoy has another girl. Then there she realizes that she still in love with Popoy, a part of her wants to get back but a part also know that she was the one who asked for this.

Maja Salvador who played the role of Trisha, the new girlfriend of Popoy. She was the one who are there when Popoy was very down, when He was in a dark room full of grief, sorrow and loneliness. She catch Popoy and she is the one why Popoy rise from his fall. But She wasn't enough. I mean.. She's trying but she cannot. I pity the role of Maja, She was a martyr girlfriend of Popoy. She knew from the start that Popoy still loves Basha but still, she never demand for the whole love of Popoy. She gave Popoy an original composition of her own song.. "I love you and I will tell to you everyday.. Everyday until I could take away the pain.. If only I could be done.. But I couldn't be... Cause you don't let me." A very painful brokeup. And here is the affliction scenario of Trisha and Popoy..

Trisha: "Mahal mo pa ba siya?"
Popoy: "Mahal kita"
Trisha: "Mahal mo pa ba siya?"
Popoy: "Mapapatawad m ba ako?"
Trisha: "Gusto mo na ba tapusin to?"
Popoy: "Ayoko kitang nakikitang nasasaktan..."
(pinapikit niya si Popoy)
Trisha: "Yan.. Para sa kung sakaling man masaktan ako.. Hindi mo makikita.."
"Gusto mo na bang tapusin to?"
Popoy: "Sorry"


I think, not everyone of us can say this to his/her loved ones especially when it's time to let go. She's brave enough to face the truth. I admire her character for being such one.

Slowly, They fall into their own routine and find themselves enjoying each other's company once agin. After all five years of being together is hard to erase. Both realize how much they missed each other yet both also recognized how much they've changed. But popoy knows that giving in would mean going back to how they were before and he's too scared to get in the way of Basha's growth once again especially now she knew that Basha can do it alone. And that's the time they both decided that if in the end, if they are destined.. Love will wait and find it's own beautiful time.

I watched it 3 times. And I will never get tired to watch it all over again. This one is my favorite movie of all time for sure. This really made a big blockbuster hit to everyone. Congrats to Ms. Cathy Molina for such a very wonderful Job. The best acting performance of Bea and John Lloyd ever. The movie that put them the great actors of this generation.

Your whole world can suddenly seem turned upside down when you learn the sad reality that the love you thought was forever is now over. It's like unexpectedly being doused with an icy cold bucket of water. You're instantly forced to look at everything differently and realize your day to day life will no longer include the one you love. However, the key to holding onto any type of future relationship with this person is keeping your dignity and grace during your time of discomfort and pain.
You may not be thinking about it now, but a great friendship could still develop out of this relationship.

It's all about giving another chance. Love the imperfections of your loved ones. Think twice before making a decision, sometimes making such are cause by too much emotions that we think there's nothing we can do but to give up.

Giving up is only an option. It's not the answer to all, cause for me giving up is like you are defeated in a war wherein you have no choice, but to surrender.

Is there a break up that wasn't painful? All of us can experience pain from our first love, and following such love can cause to a higher pain every time break up's do. People who can face this kind of pain are those people who are really in love and brave enough. Don't strangle your partner in a way that s/he can stray in her/him cage. People need freedom. It doesn't mean that if you are attached, you can lose your freedom. Let your partner stand up in her own feet. Just like butterflies, sometimes let your Partner go and enjoy with the flowers and bees. How can it be the best butterfly it can be? if you are letting it in your palm. Cause when the rain comes, it will find ways to fly back to you.

Sometimes it's not healthy for a relationship if you and your partner are always together. There should be a time when you need to miss him/her. To have a social life and enjoy others company.

Let your partner grow. Let her/him be the one s/he wants. All of us needs to grow, in the end.. It's for us.

Break-up is not the end of everything, its just the end of a chapter in your life. meaning, your about to start a new chapter that is more beautiful than before.




True Love waits.